I came back inside and prepared to meditate. I was just about ready to begin when I noticed a near by light. I leap up in the name of all that is good and holy and I rush over to turn it off. I stub the hell out if the ball somehow of my foot. Blood bleeding pain. And a failed attempt to fix it.
Ally! I am going to try again!
(is that a pool of blood?)
(probably not but that’s excruciating pain)
(just kinda throbbing in a disconnected void where one imagines a toe. But in this dimension the dominant aspect of toe is pain)
(If I write hard enough the pain goes away, but when I pause it’s straight back to the third aspect of Toe in the world system currently known as Dislocated Broken Pain. A million years ago)